According to science theory, for magnets, opposite poles attract and like poles repel. This apparently is true for attraction between two humans. Well of course the first thing you look at and are attracted to is obviously the looks. In general, if your face is symmetrical, you have a smaller waist to hip ratio, thick lips etc, makes you look more attractive. But apparently, we not only choose our mates with our eyes but with our nose as well. Yes ladies, you've heard it before, we sniff pheromones. We detect healthiness of the opposite sex using our sense of smell. They even conducted an experiment that confirms this. When the opposite sex has a different immune system/ produces different antibodies than you, you are more likely to be attracted to him.
Ok truth be told, I wasn't planning to leave you with just science theory for this post. I chose this topic specifically because I am at war with myself. Why doesn't he like me? Am I not attractive? isn't my pheromone attractive to him? lol Am I boring? (I might be slightly boring if I was to start a post on love/crush with science theory. lol). To cut the story short, I have a crush on this guy who works on the same building. I confessed using an anonymous number and he found out in the end. We flirted on text and got to know each other. Well... sorta, I did most of the opening up but he was just being a closed book. So basically, he got to know me and I don't know him...at all. However, a week ago all this stopped and I am not starting any more conversations unless he initiates it. Since he hasn't texted at all, everything is now on a standstill and very very awkward. We've been avoiding each other in the office. *sigh* I can't imagine how awkward it would be to see him at work.
If my non-existent love-life was a soundtrack it would go from Hey Na Na (Katie Herzig) to You Got It Bad (Usher) to Animal (Neon Trees) to Not Pretty Enough (Kasey Chambers).
His texts used to be my happy pills. The reason I am smiling for no reason. The reason every bad moments don't bother me. The reason I wake up with a smile everyday. Now, his silence is like a grenade that is blowing up my heart and soul into pieces. I keep wondering why doesn't he like me? how did it all stop? what went wrong?
Blahh.. I don't even like myself being this emo. It all has to stopppp.. I need a new happy pill. Find me a happy pill so I can get my mind off him.
Ooooh sweetheart *Hugs* Im sure one day, you will meet the right guy for you. Somewhere. Someone who appreciate you more than anything in this world. Someone who accept you for who you are even when your hair looks messy, your dress looks hideous, your eyes looks puffy and even when your face looks horrible after running from a long distance =p Someone who can see your inner beauty rather than just your appearances. I didn't say you inda lawa. Of course you are lawa compare to me. Hehe. Someone who can see that you are smart, sweet and pretty, generous, caring, loving, have the sense of humor in your own way and someone who are fun to be with. If he doesn’t see that in you, then I guess he is just not worth it. Cause you deserve someone who is much better than him. But it is just a matter of time until you can meet Mr Right.
ReplyDeleteKami sebagai hamba allah hendak lah sentiasa beserah diri, bertawakal dan sentiasa memohon kepada Allah agar kita mendapat jodoh yg bukan saja di restui oleh kedua orang ibu bapa kita tetapi yang paling penting juga direstui oleh Allah. Allah tidak mungkin memberikan jodoh kepada kita jika seseorang itu tidak sesuai dengan kita. Someone used to tell me that “Lelaki yang baik hanya untuk perempuan yang baik” Maybe this guy is not good for you and Allah tidak mahu menyampaikan hajat kita kerana Allah lebih tahu apa yang lebih baik untuk kita.
:) you always know what to say don't you? muahh love you lengss
ReplyDelete